Kill, Kill

Haha....went out again with my friends. Where usually guys go? Cyber Cafe of course...lol..haha...damn dump...i run here run there then my team mate blame me..so i let him die and i go jungle...haha...my style. No one can control me..lala. Oh yea, I might going trip with my college mates. Is our first trip. Hope it could be successful tho. Well seems like no one is going like that and where goes all the guys population in our class? Only me and Jeff? Come on someone help us share the room fee please. So to those who view my blog i am expecting you guys to go too kay. Dun FFK me arh.

Err...if you guys are following me via facebook you will know that i am being tagged on a post where i am coupling with her*. Well i want to make a confession here... well i am not coupling with her...due to i dint even ask her tho. But i did ask her after this incident and she does need some time to considering this cause i have not given her enough trust. So i will wait. I dunno what to say just that i am really or totally into you. Seeing you drunk that night really hurt me deep a lot.

Signing off,

Alvin Phung

Knowing the truth

Sorry to all my blog readers, who waiting for my new post. I was on trip for past few days and just came back yesterday. I went to Hat Yai, Thailand with my family and my father friends. The trip was just okay compare to all other trip that i went. What do surprise me was although they were Siamese but they do know how to speak Chinese and Malay too, this is due to they are near to Malaysia they got influence by our people. So most of them know how to speak and that help us to communicate with them well. On the first day there, we went to the Hat Yai City which is the central of the Hat Yai. It is also where the Le Garden and Novetel Hotel were located. For us, we are staying in a 3 star hotel which call Sakura Hotel. It is just 15 minutes walk away from the central. On the first day itself, we almost spend half of our money on shopping already and it does very tempting. I also can found a few top branded brands here like Levi's, Gap, Guy Laroche, Arrow, Esprit and Giordano. ( Actually there is more but i only can remember this few.)

Moving on to the next day, our first stop were to the Siamese temple which located not far from our hotel. After all the respect and praying we move forward to the most interesting place where it is my purpose of visiting this place is the Communist Camp. They originally were from Malaysia, but due to the tricks and evil of Malaysia Government they were abandon and ask to leave the country. I met a so called a camp leader and a Chief in charge of the communist camp. Both of them were still very fit and enjoying their rest of their life in the Thailand National Park. They told us the real history of what actually happen to them during those days. Well here with this opportunity i would like to tell the whole Malaysia citizen what you had read at your Form 1,2,3,4 and 5 history those were all fake. Because what actually happen to them was really a sad story i can say. They played a big part during the Japanese Occupation in Malaya, but they are treat as Country enemy and ask to out from the country.

Moving on to the next day. Well nothing special just more shopping's and shopping's. Then headed back to Malaysia. When i just reach my house i receive a message from my college mates where the results were out. Well my results were not bad but can be better. What to do need to put more effort to it. So i think that all, for these few days...actually there is more but lazy to mention everything. If you want to know more on what happen to the communist during those days..i don't mind that you to ask me.

Signing off,

Alvin Phung

Another tiring day

PETALING JAYA, 10 DECEMBER 2010: Today was my last day in college for the year 2010 and also my last day for my final exam. I can't get the answer i wanted to write. Right in the minute enter that hall i forgotten everything and i was like totally blank for every single thing in my head like that. I think is a symptom of stress , pressure and also the symptom of not enough rest that block me of performing well in the paper. Overall is okay but i might kiss good bye to my A, which is quite sad after all.

After the stressing and cramming inside the exam hall, finally the test was over and we headed to the korean food, which is located second floor next to Mcdonald's. The food there was awesome but quite costly too. But enjoyed very much of the time with college mates. Ah...almost forgotten is also a celebration for Tracy birthday which suppose to be in Monday but since Monday we not seeing each other so we make a surprise early party for her to remember us. I order the rice with BBQ pork, wow the pork was awesome tell you, i am highly recommended you go for that wan if you like spicy food. After that, headed to Sunway Pyramid for Redbox Karaoke. We sing until our lungs out. Had fun there and unforgettable moment with them and high pitch of voice they have.

Then went to fetch my mum from office. Stuck at the traffic for an hour and i even take the emergency road also but still need an hour. After that, went home take a power nap for 1 hour to wait my dad to reach home and go out for dinner. Then went out for midnight basketball with friends until just now. Lots of fun but very tiring and i also share some personal experience with my friends.

Umm..i think that's all about today...see ya..oh by the way might having a trip with my college mate soon....

Signing off,

Alvin Phung

Rushing against time

PETALING JAYA, 5 DECEMBER: I have left 16 hours to study and recap my subject for tomorrow exams. Hope i can able to handle my exam well tomorrow or else i going to be so dead. So far, the subject which I most confidence in is mathematics which i have already pass it in the course work, but i am still scare that my finals will done damn bad and eventually can't even can score and A for that. Getting A's in this time of life is darn to important, because when you got an A's for your foundation year and you might get a scholarship from the college which that wan can get you higher education. Although, I don't think that i can get all straight A's but i try my best. Someone said you no need to have an A's for becoming rich, you just need to be street wise.

Luckily this exams only take me 1 week to accomplish or else i would rather die off. Flashing back, during my SPM year, the test was hard and take a long period of time to finish it, but i would rather going back to secondary school life which i still can fool around and lesser stress. Well time going really fast, a blink of an eye takes me to college another blink might even take me to start working too. I am not prepare yet to go to the real world yet, which full of politics and works.

I think i have to stop writing and start looking into my text book, which i still have a lots of topic that i haven covered yet. Better continue study.

Signing off,

Alvin Phung

Suffering

PETALING JAYA, 3 DECEMCER 2010: Well is been awhile, that i dint write any post here already cause of assignments, campaign and my finals. Well as you can see at the side, this is my new hairstyle which cut by my cousin brother, Harvin Phung. Any comment please do tell me cause i wanted to be more perfect. During these period, i have learnt a lot of things and gain a lots of knowledge. I had learnt how to control my anger much more better, how to think spontaneously, how to manage my time and how to ignore a person. Other than that, college not only a place for us to study but also a place to make us to become more mature and able to think wisely as in who to trust? And for today i have experience the unexpected, well who can think that she is the one? When i heard that i am totally upset cause the person who we trust the most is the one who is betraying us. She can apply for the Acting Society and i think she might can win the award too.

Next week is my finals and i suppose to be studying now but i don't know how this bring me to start writing my post, but never mind since i did not post anything for along time ago already. Last Wednesday night, i had a gathering dinner with my ex-school mate at Sushi Zanmai, Sunway Pyramid. Well food there were awesome. We chatted for like 2 hours. We did not even feel tired. Almost forgot this gathering was successfully organized by me, Mr. Alvin Phung. Well most of them did not change much either, their attitude well still the same, playful haha...but is a good news cause i like their attitude. This gathering also was a farewell to Hing Lun who going to Pangkor for training. All the best mate.

Well then, moving on to my relationship matters. She been kinda cold and stop replying my message, and i am truly understand because of her exam i think. She getting herself to clubs nowadays, and i wanted to say ' Can i join you tonight?', but my guts pull me apart. Seeing her with another guy in picture with hugs and drinks make me more jealous and start to blaming myself everyday. What is my best move? How should i do to make her communicate with me more or even ask more about me? Cant believe that is moving into six years since i got feeling towards you. I still remember how we met, Where we had our first conversation and even when you stop conversation with me. All these memories although it had it bad or sweet but you gave me a closer communication with you. Other than that, knowing your birthday at Milk Club, i wanted to joined and wish you happy birthday, but again i failed. Knowing you drunk that night does make me more painful in my heart and makes me feel more useless cause i can't do anything to help you, but luckily your sister were there so is fine.

So i think that's for today.

Signing off,

Alvin Phung

Night and Day

Well is been awhile, i post anything in my blog cause of assignments and busying of getting to clubs. Well now i am well know in Mist and Milk so on i think i will go Zouk. Hope i can get drunk and leave all my stress alone. Well past few days was her 18th birthday and also met her recently at the restaurant near my house. What i found out that she is still available and i might got chance if i really get into her, but after all the ups and downs i am no longer been easily defeat. Nowadays, i am frequently to clubs cause of sick of getting more friends. This coming Thursday going to try a new club at sunway pyramid which is Coco Banana...Hope i can get lucky..

Damn tiring

Now is 3 am and still online..what the hell am i doing...haiz cause getting nervous for coming monday presentation in inti college..haha...wish me luck and hope done it confidently....life isn't getting easier cause of problems in college need to solve as soon as possible..and for my love life have to put it a side first. Other wise i wont be able to finish my assignment and presentation on time...But she seems to forgotten me and for michelle, she was not available anymore..haiz.. what on earth that i can do to have another chance..hmm...slimming doesn't work to me...fame? I got enough in high school and now currently building in college. Rich? I not the kind of rich guy with handsome face that kind lo..although i like to be one of them but that only in my fantasy...ah.. almost forgotten i am going for my JPJ test on the friday of the 2nd following week, which i think not far thou? I think that all for today...see you all real soon...alright bye


Signing off,

Alvin Phung

A weird day

Today, i feel very weird cause in 1 day i been hurt by 2 girl...of course the first is michelle tan, who just under a new relationship haiz...and the other one is amanda, also found out goes very close to another guy...plus that guy who she dont want to get close but she lied. She add fuel in the fire which make me thinking what am i for in this world....getting useless...what is my next move? let it be or make everything around me change? how about myself change? come out different characters? i have totally no idea..thats why i want to write about today..dunno who can i talk to who i can trust..haiz...i dun even have 1 close friend...what going on to me..everything seems putting more harder and harder each day...and i am freaking tired of my job feeling like want to quit everything and let myself to die....

signing off,
Alvin

Exciting

Last Thursday night, i went to my college BBQ night at Inti. Well is was fun as always, dint get any chance by meeting any new guys or girls but nvm will try again next time in the coming prom night. When i heard that there is a prom night at sunway hotel i was damn excited cause i have a chance to meet some new ppl others than getting to my own course mate. Other than that, i also get to feel the very best which i cant feel it when i was in secondary high. Hope this wont be the same as last time and the same old reasons' sorry we have been postpone, then gone everything'. About who be my prom partner for that night i have totally no idea at all. Maybe i will stick to my old plan? or make a new check list..hmm..i think about it first..then i will wrote it here...Then we bring it to yesterday... well i had my first lesson on how to drive...haha basically i know okay...but not on manual car..cause the fucking clutch gonna make my brain burst...bloody hell..hope that i can overcome this problem and make my life as simple as possible..and lastly i planning to get her back.

Signing off,

Alvin

In college now

Is been awhile since i haven write any post cause of assignments and busy looking around haha...currently i am in Inti College same as my cousin brother, Jason. Umm...i met some new friends here most of them are quite friendly. I can remember on my first day i was like damn blur about everything but there is someone sit beside me, who is casey haha...she likes jokes. She kinda funny too sometimes. Other than that, also meet some new friends like Jason Low, jeffery, grace, daniel, denise, and etc cant really remember all..hehe..sorry..but i do found out some great entertainment here like pool, cybers or even inti cc...haha haven try before so far...so i think nothing much i can write already and got class soon so see ya

3 months from PLKN

Well i went off 3 months for national service...the camp overall was okay. I also got some good news that i want to share off today where i had lost 8 kg and keep it up the good work to meet my 80kg..haha..hope i will succeed it. I also dare to bring this matters in where i had found a temporary girl friend which i cant really tell her name here..i am appologize...hmm...SPM results were ok ..not bad and not that good also...still can accept it....now i am looking for my further studies maybe in college or aviation school that i planned to do...so i have to stop writing here cause near around 3 a.m already. Alright ciao

signing off,
ALVIN PHUNG