Damn tiring

Now is 3 am and still online..what the hell am i doing...haiz cause getting nervous for coming monday presentation in inti college..haha...wish me luck and hope done it confidently....life isn't getting easier cause of problems in college need to solve as soon as possible..and for my love life have to put it a side first. Other wise i wont be able to finish my assignment and presentation on time...But she seems to forgotten me and for michelle, she was not available anymore..haiz.. what on earth that i can do to have another chance..hmm...slimming doesn't work to me...fame? I got enough in high school and now currently building in college. Rich? I not the kind of rich guy with handsome face that kind lo..although i like to be one of them but that only in my fantasy...ah.. almost forgotten i am going for my JPJ test on the friday of the 2nd following week, which i think not far thou? I think that all for today...see you all real soon...alright bye


Signing off,

Alvin Phung

A weird day

Today, i feel very weird cause in 1 day i been hurt by 2 girl...of course the first is michelle tan, who just under a new relationship haiz...and the other one is amanda, also found out goes very close to another guy...plus that guy who she dont want to get close but she lied. She add fuel in the fire which make me thinking what am i for in this world....getting useless...what is my next move? let it be or make everything around me change? how about myself change? come out different characters? i have totally no idea..thats why i want to write about today..dunno who can i talk to who i can trust..haiz...i dun even have 1 close friend...what going on to me..everything seems putting more harder and harder each day...and i am freaking tired of my job feeling like want to quit everything and let myself to die....

signing off,
Alvin

Exciting

Last Thursday night, i went to my college BBQ night at Inti. Well is was fun as always, dint get any chance by meeting any new guys or girls but nvm will try again next time in the coming prom night. When i heard that there is a prom night at sunway hotel i was damn excited cause i have a chance to meet some new ppl others than getting to my own course mate. Other than that, i also get to feel the very best which i cant feel it when i was in secondary high. Hope this wont be the same as last time and the same old reasons' sorry we have been postpone, then gone everything'. About who be my prom partner for that night i have totally no idea at all. Maybe i will stick to my old plan? or make a new check list..hmm..i think about it first..then i will wrote it here...Then we bring it to yesterday... well i had my first lesson on how to drive...haha basically i know okay...but not on manual car..cause the fucking clutch gonna make my brain burst...bloody hell..hope that i can overcome this problem and make my life as simple as possible..and lastly i planning to get her back.

Signing off,

Alvin