Another Dream

Is been awhile where i stop to put in post here in my blog. This is because due to too much work and objective to complete. Hence, now is 90% done but not yet. Try my best to finish it. Then will be more free and less pressure in my mind. On the last 2 day, i dream her where i hold her hands and walk around at Genting..but i woke up..and everything is beyond my imagination..when i heard and looked she is in a relationship i was heart broken but i manage to overcome it very fast enough..still i had the feelings now... hope i can really throw it away or buried it in to land..to have less..pain..But i do feeling awkward and weird these few days..i cant think what actually i wan to? Is this a time where i can find my another me, who does not feel love and decided to go alone?..but is this also a love sickness where cannot be cure unless treat by the caring way?..i am totally confuse....cant make up a decision..i hope i can let it down..and look forward...